Lucy is teething now(!) She keeps getting prettier. I am trying to pick up more hours at work. I now know how to work the register which is a lot of fun because customers tell you pointless facts about them. Ironic how spiritual combining two people can be over a rug or 45 dollar sheets payed for from the husband who is at work supporting luxury. But I really like it. I put a lot of pottery on hold so Brandon and I can have a glorious home with two cats in the yard, our life used to be so hard. I wish my friends were still as much fun as they once were in highschool. Only had the minds they had now. I can't even talk to any one without them saying to me "how are you going to do it". my pops and mom and i all had dinner together. an odd observation is my mom won't let lucy have anything she is holding, although will pull harder. i also noticed she calls herself mom around her. i think i got too personal here. putting up the christmas display (in october what the fuck) was tremendously exciting and it shouldn't be that way at all. they are just objects..... that hold significance meaning (why?). i want to buy cds tomorrow and i think i am going to buy a burzum album. but probably not, instead i will buy the insignificant pottery i put on hold. anyway which this is all odd and i wish i had more friends to understand me, but whatever - because i am going to post lyrics to another song i am obsessing over
Oh my land is like a wild goose
Wanders all around everywhere
Trembles and it shakes till every tree is loose
It rolls the meadows and it rolls the nails
So take me down to your dance floor
And I wont mind the people when they stare
Paint a different color on your front door
And tomorrow we will still be there
Jesus built a ship to sing a song to
It sails the rivers and it sails the tide
Some of my friends don't know who they belong to
Some can't get a single thing to work inside
So take me down to your dance floor
And I wont mind the people when they stare
Paint a different color on your front door
And tomorrow we will still be there
I loved you every day and now I'm leaving
And I can see the sorrow in your eyes
I hope you know a lot more than you're believing
Just so the sun don't hurt ou when you cry
So take me down to your dance floor
And I wont mind the people when they stare
Paint a different color on your front door
And tomorrow we will still be there
And tomorrow we will still be there
mood:  drained music: Gram Parsons & Lucy Crying is making me cry |